We need a Timothy Leary of this generation.

"Think for yourself and question authority"

I'm not talking about his many arrests for drugs, but the spirit to speak up. Our youth is beginning to lack the interest of politics. It is important for us to spek our opinions and vote because we re the future, and who we choose is a reflection of us, as a country.

Hollywood Beatdown

Poor Rihanna, her pretty face all beaten up. & What did that woman beater Chris Brown get? Some community service. That just shows the power of being in hollywood.FckdaMedia

Things that I will learn how to do in one year.

1.Properly secure a wireless router.
2.Crack the WEP key on a wireless router.
3.Leech WiFi from your neighbor.
4.Screw with WiFi leeches.
5.Setup and use a VPN.
6.Work from home or a coffee shop as effectiely as you do at the office.
7.Wire your own ethernet cable.
8.Turn a web camera into a security cmera.
9.Use your 3G phone as a Wi-Fi access point.
10.Understand what "There's no place like 127.0.01" means.
11.Identify key-loggers.
12.Porperly connect a tivo,Tv,Xbox,Wii,and Apple TV so they all work wih the same remote,
13.Program a universal remote.
14.Swap out the battery on your Iphone
15.Benchmark your computer.
16.Identify all computer components on sight,
17.Know whih parts to order frow neegg.com and how to assemble them into a working pc.
18.Troubleshoot any computer/gadget proble, over tghe phone.
19.Use any piece of technology intuitively, without instruction or prior knowedge.
20.How to irreverocably protect data.
21.Recover data from a dead hard drive.
22.Share a printer between a mac and a pc on a network.
23.install a linux distribution.
24.remove a virus from a computer.
25.dual boot a computer.
26.boot a computer off a thumb drive.
27.boot a computer off a network drive.
28.replace or repair a laptop keyboard.
29.run more than two moniters on a single computer.
30.succesfully dissassemble and assemble a laptop.
31.Memorize ten software easter eggs.
32.bypass a computer password on all major operatin systems.
.carry a computer cleaning arsenal on your usb drive.

Michael Jackson;The Pop Icon

It's funny how once he dies the media changes. He went thru a metamorphosis of Little Jackson in the Jackson Five, to Michael Jackson King of Pop, to Wack-o Jack-o, to [once he died] Michael Jackson King of Pop. Poor guy, he was forced to practice everyday because of his father, Joseph Jackson, exposed to the media at a really young age, to catching his hair on fire, to having a whole bunch of rape accusations, then to finally getting murdered. He is just an example of how greedy people are. They take advantage of a person's talent to gain power. FcKd@mEd!@
BTW i always knew he was innocent.

Afghan War

Preface: I am not against the military, for my fiancee is in the army. But I am against our government. Not the idea of government but the greediness of the government officials *cough* BUSH!


The most dangerous place in the world right now is Afghanistan due to the war. The casualties have totaled to 19,886 so far. Where is the controversy? If you look back to the Vietnam War, it is pretty similar with the Afghanistan in the fact that they are both about the same thing. We fought in Vietnam to save the country from itself as we are doing in Afghanistan[not the only reason]. But in Vietnam, people were more aware of the war. The media showcased the war by publicisizing it live on television. People all over the country from tv shows to college kids spoke up about their opinions by things such as campaigns, and comical satire. In this war, we barely see that. "We must question authority"--as Dr. Professor Timothy Leary once said. Where is that now?

Recovering from Bipolar, Manic Depression, & PTSD

When I was a little girl, I was sexually harassed numerous times by my father. He has never been arrested for it, even today. I lost my house twice. We couldn't afford the things all the other kids had so we settled for hand me downs and etc. I had always been the black sheep of the family.Even to this day, I still can't keep any friends.At the age of eleven I began to cut myself on my calf, my wrists, even my waist. I have attempted suicide a total of four times. At the age of eleven, I was diagnosed with Manic Depression.Most of my negative influences came from my dad.I began to take valiums. As the years progressed, I feel in love with the beloved MaryJane[i'm not talking about the spiderman one lol] I also began to drink. & I began to smoke cigerattes. When I was sixteen, I was diagnosed with Bipolar and PTSD. My psychologist was this big hot shot that acted like he was too good to hear what you were saying, so I stopped seeing him when I was seventeen. I was taking Diazepam and Abilify. Earlier this year, I began seeing a therapist and I was able to let out all of my pain. That is when I stopped seeing my psychologist. But then one day, I started to get really sad because i felt alone. I felt like I was screaming for help, but I was shot down by everyone. So, for the last time I attempted suicide. I grabbed a mirror, I crushed it with my hands and began to slit my body and carve things like "Hate me" in my skin.I was immediatly rushed to the mental institution and I was admitted for two weeks. When I got out, I called my old best friend Danny. He came and we sat on my balcony. It turned out that we were truly in love with each other! About a week or two weeks later we were engaged to get married. Now I am still with him and I still have alot of things to stress about but I feel like i am getting better. When I stopped taking the medication, and I began to talk to someone about the way I felt, the pain melted away. I still have some pain. I will forgive but I will never forget.

My theory on my relationship.

My fiancee and I have known each other for about five years now. We have been together about a month as boyfriend and girlfriend then we got engaged. I care about him so very much that it can kill. He is an incredibly sweet guy. He is the epidomy of what I want for the rest of myself. But, I wonder if I am. I mean, when he first left to North Carolina[he is stationed there]Our relationship started to fall. I could see that he wasn't putting any effort, and I felt like he was taking advantage of me. Than, he felt like he can trust me so he told me his most deepest darkest secret; a secret that can break him in the social world. I truly do accept it, and at first I was inspired by his secret, he was ecstatic. He began to put so much effort into our relationship, he was more romantic, he was sweeter, than one day[i am still inspired] but i realized the reality of his secret and I told him the truth of how I really feel. Ever since than, He hasn't been putting as much as effort as he did for that wonderful week. That is how I feel when he does n;t call me. You could say I could possibly be over reacting but I really love him and i will die without him. I freak out.

For every minor who wants to drop out.

It's not easy at all. I am seventeen and I dropped out. My plan was to get a job, get my GED, and start college before I get married in January. School just started and I have applied every where, no one has called. To do all of this I need money. I need money to pay for college, my ged, my court records, and for my plane ticket so hat i can leave and get married. I know that if I were to have just stayed in high school, my fiance would wait for me, i wouldn't need to worry about paying for a ged, and i wouldn't be worried about paying completely for college. The thing is, if you want to drop out, Think long and hard.

Why are people lazy?

Technological Advancements:Instead of going to the store and buying a cd, we have limewire where we can download our music without leaving the comfort of our homes. Instead of going to the bank to check how much money we have, we could just get on the computer and check our account. Our technology is making it so that we don't have to get up and do things. Which brings me to the next topic.
No Exercize: Fast food is getting cheaper so we spend our money on it. Once again technology has made our lives so much easier that we get sluggish. When we start getting lazy, we don't want to get up. Thus leading to no exercize, when we don't exercize our body doesn't get the endorphins that it needs. No endorphins equals no energy equals to laziness.
Conditions: Sometimes the lack of exercize, or stressors, and even genetics can create depression, which can lead to lethargy.
So what can we do? Get a hobby. Visit my zine site @ jslaughter.webs.com and read the things to do when bored. Go out. Eat healthy. Exercize!

The Majority

Do males need sex before romance? Do females need romance before sex? I asked a handful of people. The majority of males believed that woman have created a persona for them to follow, in which they have to be dominant in a relationship. The female believes that it should be balanced out, romance & sex.
A Scenario: A girl pours her heart to a guy but he is too distracted by his environment and other things[for example; video games] He doesn't think of it being wrong, but in reality they make girls feel ignored, or not important. It works both ways. Girls do the same thing to guys. [for example; when he is arguing with you, hang up the phone while he is talking.] The only difference is, girls are more sensitive than boys so they take things more seriously.[they get "butt-hurt"]
I believe that men and woman balance each other out. A girl is stronger in things such as logic and keeping things in order, while a male is physically strong.

boys and girls

Obama; the new president?!

wtf?! an inaugeration special for doing nothing?! obama is full of shyt. He is always talking about "hope" and that "everything will be okay". We don't need a president to sugarcoat all the wrong in the world. We need a president like Lyndon B. Johnson to be straight up about things. "We must love now, or we must die" Obama won by popularity. He used the best brainwashing system, being the media and overtake even the most famous celebrities to vote for him. He is given so much credit for hardly doing anything. I do give him credit though, he was able to reorganize the mess that Bush made with the mortgage crisis. He is telling all of the companies to let him know what they are doing with the money that Bush loaned to them. I give him credit for that. "Hope" won't pay the bills.